Today would have been our Fifth Wedding Anniversary . We talked about doing something really special , little knowing that it was not to be . We shared many happy times and none more than our Wedding Day . I wish you were here so that  I could thank you for all that we had , all that you gave me , for the love , the hugs, the adventures , the laughter and the tears . I wish I could hold you again , that I could tell you how much I miss you , that we could dance again to the wrong song as we did on the day . Loving you still x